wad went wrong with my stoopid DVD-rom??!!!!!

i officially lost all my moviesssss >

schindler's list

astraunaut's wife

transformers [not that im a biggg fan]

firewall

next

benjamin button

slumdog millionaire

AAAHHHH HOWWWW???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exactly

the thing that i've been trying to ignore.

now..im officially a brat

GLAM NATION TOUR live in Malaysia 2010 ROCKS!!!!

Fyi,

this is the first concert that I have ever been..

not even a celebrity sighting or what...

and.. it's ADAM LAMBERT!!!

fill you all with more details soon.

all I can say is, I've totally lost myself in the concert.

so, thank you.

quote from the late King of Pop,

YOU ROCK MY WORLD.

&

please come to Malaysia again.

Tess.

Adam Lambert Glam Nation Tour Live in Malaysia 2010

PEOPLE!!!

ADAM LAMBERT IS IN TOWN!

and, I've scored 2 tickets from red.fm to the Bukit Jalil GLAM Nation Tour

Live in Malaysia Concert 2010.

and its TONIGHHTTTTTT!!!!!!!!

reasonable thinking...

I ought to bring my BFF, since she has got her tix since even before i started this AL craze...

and my dried up purse is a constant obstacle.

so... im bringing my sis.

even ms.bossy is complaining how i've been spoiling this ungrateful kid.

ANYWAY...

dont let the nutcrack ruin my night

here...is a letter for Adam Lambert...

Dear Adam,

This could be the only time that I will see you as a real live person

instead of music frequencies or 3D image in American Idol.

Even these tickets I have, is like...100 yards away from the stage.

Still, you have the best-est voice and style which

a combination I will never ever imagine anyone in it

[exceptional case for Lady Gaga].

Throw your best on stage and break a leg!!!

All the best and I will see you tonight!

PLEASEEEEE flash more of this look... so that my passes worths even more!

Tess from Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur. ^^

21st post

not literally the 21st post

frankly, i dont really like the fact that im already 21.

and, somehow i realised that i'm bad with comments.

and bad with people skills too.

sorry if i have offended anyone of you in any manner

under any circumstances

whenever i feel offended or something - i just want to runaway and hide.

and whenever i have offended anyone

i've asked quite a bunch of opinions from friends - dudes and babes.

go get a life.

i dream big - and now im stuck in reality to make my dream come true.

with all these problems and stuff, i was told that im jealous of my sister.

its true in the sense that, i wasn't given the talent to go wild

go wreckless and irresponsible.

the sad thing is, i find it kinda offensive.

my life, who are you to define MY life?

so... being caring is annoying?

being overprotective is shameful?

being worried is embarrassing?

what do i get in return?

bad name and a joke.

and tied by the kiasu spirit - i've being judgemental for my entire life.

now i know why people say breaking free is not easy.

i dont want to end up like normal people - i have bigger dreams.

and i do mean BIG dreams.

when i look into my future plans and dreams; it seems so far.

yet, im already 21 - soon, i'll turn 30, 40, 50.

its not really that far you know? i began to worry.

and right now? i don't even have the courage to make the decision

to take the step to tell my dad i want to buy a new phone.

nope.. its not about the phone.

its about all other future decisions i would have to make.

im too timid to make mistakes - which is really undesirable.

for the birthday wishes - i have realised that i've been making wishes not for myself.

for mom dad grandma sis bro and everybody else.

and i realised this not so long ago after i blew the candle off @ TGIF Gardens.

please give me the courage to be cruel and selfish.

so that i will worry less and get my life

as you are not worthy of my birthday wish.

thank you, for giving me all these wishes.

and i've spent it not-so-wisely for the past 21 years.

love you all.

from tess to

dad mom grandma aunt sis bro

alice sara chenguan levon

michelle jasmyn janet victor fanson joe ezu