think i shall give myself a brief introduction.
tess aka totoro aka tesstotoro
not sure why but it just matches. know who's totoro?)
studying in Interior Archi
(previously was Archi Tech but got freaked off by this subject called the Built Environment during foundation. further details? ask me..)
a jazz music freak
(the tune and the feel is just there...rock n punk ppl, not being offensive but i think its too much)
likes musicals
( Chicago, by Catherine-Zeta-Jones, Richard Gere & Renee Zellwenger was my first approach, and i fell in love with Big MAMA...watched it?)
personally, i think that my life is so terrible, that i have nothing to be proud of
thats a big issue...
attempting to change it, which i doubt so...
well, diff ppls have diff things in diff living conditions
my relations with all the relatives are not that good
(bad actually, i dont even know what their full names are)
the only thing we have in common, is achievements (which i dont have 1)
guess what?
i have this aunt, which she asked me where am i studying everytime we meet...
(which is only 4 letters - UCSI)
for the consecutive 6 times in 3 months...
(get what i mean?)
i hated this kinda feeling very much
i admire these kids have parents that nags them, worrying them on their studies and results...
which my parents did not attempted once for the last 17yrs (18 soon)
at least i wont feel that guilty when someone is always there nagging at your for what u deserve..
whenever result releases, i feel more guilty instead of sadness and sorrow...
during the secondary time, i used to have these 'friends' that compares all of our results...
well...i didnt take it that seriously last time coz i managed to maintain the standard there...
not bad compared to others, but its still not excellent...
its the guilti-nesses that slices my heart...
ok..the first step of voyage is established...
went to this MATRADE INTERIORS EXHIBITION when everybody was in PAM UIAM Camp...
the suppliers...their attitude is not zero, but below...
me and jas, we went there early and this organizer gave us the TRADE VISITORS tags...
then...we went in and scout around for these fascinating stuffs..
yet..these ppls selling some sort of things like wallpaper/ sheet stuffs
the company name is S*BU...
me and jas went to the booth, and was trying to ask them bout this new technology stuffs
there were 2 of the sales representatives there, one male n one female
then...
i stepped forward and asked them for the infos of the products..
think that maybe in the future, we might need it when doing freelence or whatever..
an exposure is sufficient...right?
these ppls were just so rude, and turned their backs on us... its so bloody obvious and he just walked away..
i was so pissed off, and walked away...
when i am freelancing somewhere in the future, i will never, ever use even one inch of their products...God damm*t (that's what i was thinkin)
but the students works part relieves a part of the angerness...and the fabric art, by this company name PAS*ERA, is simply fascinating...
respective colleges like...MIA, UCSI, ALIF, KBU, LUCT etc...
they have all of their students works there...some of them are simply crazy
ladies, want a piece of that delicious lips? i'm sure guys do..
tribal + gothic art-chitecture
Lets call that a day..shall we?
i actually arranged all of these yesterday night but it ended up un-posted because of the stupid streamyx connection...
-tesstotoro- in bad mood