have you ever

have you ever feel like...
you are living someone else's life which is not yours?


;l


dun misunderstand okay...
its not tht kind of filthy rich guys where their life is planned


;l


it feels like...
when u wake up early in the morning,
you feel that you are

brushing someone else's teeth
drinking someone else's coffee
eating someone else's toast
driving someone else's car


;l


when u get back and sit in front of the laptop
you feel that you are

chatting with someone else's friend
doing someone else's CAD drawings <-- its someone else's
writing someone else's blog
eating someone else's choc nuts
listening someone else's iPod
talking in someone else's phone


;l


then...suddenly everything juz goes so lame...
that you feel like...
killing this someone
and live your own life


;l


suddenly
u realise that
this someone is nobody than yourself


;l


so...
u end up

wandering around the house
walking in and out
up and down
her and there
doing nothing


;l


u feel like it is not fresh air that you are breathing
its foul
full of stenches, soil, dirt, lame jokes


;l


you feel like its not water you are drinking
its blood
of dead animals, cursed rainwaters that makes you illusioning


;l


you feel like its not land that you are walking on
its sand
of nail grinding leeches, burning hell fire and slimey saliva of reptiles


;l


you feel like running away
but you are running stuck


;l


stuck to someone else's life
and yet, u keep running in to the path that makes you stuck there


;l

pathetic isnt it?

birthday lunchES

well..obviously not my birthday la...duh~
erm...its my cousin's (and he's only ...365days old)
which makes me 38 yrs old when he's 18 --dizzy--

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the parents invited us to have this 'lunch' @ a restaurant in Sg Buloh
typical chinese restaurant tht serves typical chinese foods
a 'food-ful' day...too 'food-ful' ady~
sometimes it goes crazy~

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imagine...having dinner serving as lunch
dinner --> lunch
then...wad will u eat for dinner?

the most typical dinner serves Shark Fins
and they r having it for lunch~



the fins are add-ons by the host..
my cousin's grandpa bought tht...

not very expensiv la...each spoon costs almost 15 bucks nia
he bought tht fins fr Aus, costs Aus$ 300 per kg
this is consider mid-price ady

coz the elder son...his 365 days bday
they serve their guests abalone...

crazyy~

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here comes the highlight

THE CUTEST CAKE I HAVE SEEN IN MY LIFE

its not literally a cake la...made of jelly



i wonder how much this thing costs...
hm...few hundreds?



a clearer view to the interior <-??
no cheating...its poured n moulded layer by layer
rainbow colour some more

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big apple's day
140408



was suppose to stay @ college n celebrate eezhu'z bday
srry ya eezhu~
coz got emergency
went for lunch with bro n sis @ 1U
bought some tea snacks



at first...fell in love with the durian 1...
coz im a durian freak...
tastes a bit weird..coz i was expecting durian puree or some sorta things liddat
instead of durian cream <-- my mouth still smells of durian till now
what great work artificial flavourings can do~

say cheese...was expecting something melt-y
like...pizza...
but overall was okay...sweet + salty + cheese

AVP...doesnt attract me at first
*coz i dun like tht movie* wakaka...jk jk
coz it looks messy...and i was expecting Green Tea and Kiwi flavour
but they sold out... 'snob snob'

it was bombastic...
so....dunno how to describe nice
dark choc at the outside
and dark choc in side...it just burst in ur mouth

and the choc..compared to the JCo's
its so much less sweet
which is very my cup of tea 'hate sweet chocs & other stuffs'

u r right...personally
i prefer Big Apple...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEZHU

money goes off like water

whose fault? whose faaauullltt??

1. the one who tempted me
2. the one who suggested to go 1U + staying for dinner
3. me

partially outdoor...partially indoor

a nice glass house cozy to stay in...the evening tea feel

but if u sit ther...u can observe small small details things...not good workmanship..hehe

anyway...my main attention is Pancakes~!!

but how are u gonna pick from 138 choices? we categorised it into 2

dessert & gourmet...share la...of coz~

American Pancakes w/ Smoked Salmon, Scrambled Eggs & Sour Cream

taste the rose-y look salmon..creamy eggs + pancake aroma

spiced smoked salmon...lil' bits of black pepper stimulates your taste buds and the salti-nesses in the scrambled eggs is then neutralised by the soft and melt in your mouth pancakes

American Pancakes w/ Strawberry (served w/ Maple Syrup)

fresh & hot pancakes + chilling creamy Vanilla scoop + Maple Syrup + almonds + sunflower seeds + strawberries + plum + peach + a looooooooot of other stuffs

taste the hotness, then chill it with a small portion of Vanilla ice cream

how nice u think it is? let the picture tell...

actually i went ther with mr fishball...
coz i fetched him home along my driving route...
he was suppose to buy me a starbucks
then he suggested to stop by at 1U...
stay for dinner
i suggest for PHOP...coz got tempted by ms M

futurama? classic table legs w/ honeycomb composite floor finish

Hot Starbucks Caramel Macchiato

2 shots of Espresso + Hot Milk + Caramel

i live espresso...love milk...like caramel

less sweet compared to Mocha

less exotic compared to Espresso

less bore compared to Cappucino

this is the first time i order a hot drink from Starbucks
normally i order Cold Caramel Macchiato coz got sick of mocha & cappucino
yet...cold ones are not that nice...

who volunteers to buy me another 1?
i want a Venti size cup...thanks~!

today is 030408

a f*cked up day lar...haih

this morning

...knocked into a Volvo @ Damansara Eastin Hotel area...Section 16?
not sure...but the thing that im certainly sure is...i was only driving around 20-30km/h
emergency brake fr auntie Volvo + some bloody shitty car suddenly turns out from Puchong exit...fuck tht bloody car
shyt...damn slow ady...still liddat...fate



then

..i sms-ed michelle (think tht she was sleeping) after i reach college
wad to do la...though i dont have to compensate for auntie Volvo
her car...not even a single scratch
fuck proton

for more than 1 1/2 yr i drive tht route...
min 5 times a week...sometimes 6 or 7
every morning and evening
everyday oso jam...wtf~!
damn embarassing~!!!

of coz...have to call my mom...
fate oso...she was at my dad's working place
so...everybody oso know la...
damn embarassing...



by the way

..when i reach college...dunno lucky or not
there was not much ppl (besides the security guards)
and my air-cond cassette in front of the bent bonet cover...
was hanging in the air while i was driving into the campus
reflected over the glass panels
after i done parking my car, get of the car...then the cassette thingy fell
shyt~!
damn embarassing!

btw

...i think ms LinLin saw tht accident coz i saw her car in front of mine
after i settled the issue with auntie Volvo
bloodily embarassing~!

after a tutorial session w/ kelvin
went for lunch @ leisure mall, sushi king
of coz...celebrate jasmynn's bday la...040408

celebrate earlier

coz michelle will not be around @ college tomoro
i got things to do friday (means tomoro)
now...additional task (send car to repair)
damn



while we were about to lit up the candle
no lighter~!!
coz we tot chris is smoking~hehe
was suggesting tht she pretend tht we lit up tht candle
then
pretend tht she blew the candle
sounds idiot-y...wakaka~!

anyway...the bday celebration kinda neutralised my sorrow-ness

happy 19th bday~