Right before I quit my job (ex-job now), remember how I was complaining how 6pm strikes extremely slow? like slower a day than before? I don't know, it seems like if you've got 'your' job, the enthusiasts wont run out that quick. One moment, I was all excited to wake up every morning and go to work - in another , I just hoped that day time is shorter than night time. I hoped more for zanmai sessions than autoCAD. frankly, I hate that feeling.
Anyway, Its over - for about 2 months? and I'm happier than the time that I was confirmed.
Everything seems to be perfect now. Jobs are demanding and I'm now contributing while learning. Experiencing different things, exploring how things work. It sounds that there are better offer still; I'm comfortable with my current state. Maybe somehow, she's just not as bad as what she sounds like. That's in the first place why I joined them.
I remember the day I got so devastated when I rendered my own, very first 3D! It feels so different! And, the thing now is - I actually enjoyed working overtime, and expecting lesser outing. I know, michy is so not going to like this, but we've still got saturdays! dont we? Hey! when's our next session KTV? I've missed out so many movies that I would like to watch.
Every line I draw, every model I built is so satisfying. Lunch is so enjoyable that - we actually talk about food, work, people and giving out constructive comments! We make jokes in the office to ease up the environment - its relaxing, and work at the same time.
ouh.. and I FINALLY got enough money to change my phone? ROTFL. Its so fking embarassing to tell.
Well, a lot has changed - yet it seems to remain the same. Or should I put it this way - as long as I'm happy. Right?
P.s : love you all!! Dad Mom Meg Alice Mich Jasmynn Ying and everyone who went through this change with me.