Remember how I was bragging how fun it was in the previous workplace? Yeah, I fucked up really really hard, and I do feel that I fucked up. Hm... I thought I was contributing. Nevermind.
Soon before I 'quit' my job, I've landed another one. Doing retail now. Since day 1, I think I rendered 20 3Ds? Fun! But, I dont get to use Vray - It's all fine i guess? Freelance.. I'm here waiting :) Oh yeah, after this set of ..10 3Ds that I'm currently rendering, might have a chance to site manage.
That's worklife.
Last Sunday, we went to visit Wilber's grave. The feelings are less intense as compared previously. And, It's been really really really long since I last blogged - life has been occupying and it helped soothing the loss in me. I love you unquestionably and, hope that you are all fine with His Almighty.
Ouh, and Meg? She's got a hell lotta thing going on with her life. My life just seems to be so barren with I look into hers. Sometimes, I wonder. What will you be if you are still here with us. Anyway, bless her from heaven - that everything will be just fine for her.
After visiting Wilber, its a regular house chore routine - sent our pups to the groomer, carwash and Chatime. Yeah! It's our favourite bubble tea drink :) So addicted. and I mean it.
Mom and Dad are as usual, bickering soon turns into argue and whole lotta screaming into each other's face. Guess that's their way of expressing themselves. The other day, Mom was cheesily asking dad out for a movie. LoL! It made me felt like I was the excessive item (we were having dinner in the living room), so I ran upstairs and sink in my own world.
Oh yeah! Mom and Dad bought an iPad2 for my 22nd birthday :) So, it practically gave me more reason to just hide at home doing whatever it is people do with their iPads. You see, I'm so not getting anywhere near dating Jared Leto because I stay at home all the time. Can you send him over to our house?? LOL
That night, we went to visit our grandparents. Dad's side. They don't look as happy as they used to. It's a family thing. Please send them your blessings so that they can be happy again. After working so hard for their kids and grandkids for decades - they deserve a happier life. God Bless them.
That's family-life.
Recently - I'm all into books, Marc Jacobs, novels, 30seconds to Mars, Jared Leto, Hollywood, Facebook, MyPad, IM+, PPS, Manga, pedicure manicure, working overtime, Adam Levine, KTV sessions and saving for year end? It seems like I have no awareness that my life is pacing into the stage where, it starts to age. And, I really mean AGING! I've never felt such terror for time to pass cruelly that, when you realise - that there's nothing to be done. No prevention, No cure. Nothing.
The Promises we made, were not enough;
The Prayers that we have prayed, were like a joke;
The Secrets that we swore, we'll never know;
The Love we had, the love we had, we had to let it go.
- Hurricane, 30 Seconds to Mars
That's My life.