6.29.2009

Sad

got sad today
well..i guess its added-up-into-everything type of sad

u know the phrase so famous in Spiderman?
With Great Power, Comes Great Responsibility

think it the other way round
i am just not a contempted person, satisfied with what i have.
especially when there are contestants much more powerful than i am

i know life is not about racing to be the first, but im sick of being the substitute player.

6.19.2009

Public Enemies made..


For those who know me for years...only a few i guess :P knows that i always have something for the British guys...for the accents and the charisma *faints* especially those who speaks english that i can understand...

After watching Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street; and The Dark Knight, plus the recent summer blockbuster T4: Terminator Salvation that topped M'sia chart for consecutive 2 weeks in a row~ its not surprising to know that Johnny Depp and Christian Bale are really hot guys~

despite the fact that they are married.. or not? no idea...anyway, the idea of this blogpost is not to stalk their personal life, which has nothing to do with me...but the coming up thriller + action + romance + hot guys movie -->

Public Enemies

personally, i think that there must be at least one or two actor, actress or performer's show, that you will go

*woot!! must watch!!!*
*AHHH!!!!!!!!!* and screamed your way to the cinema
*Omigossshhh!!! i wanna watch!!!*
*is it out yet??!...omg, why is it not out yet~!!!*
*ooh ooh ooooohhhh!!! i wan the premier passes!!!*

For no specific reason, despite that he/she is inevitably hot..same thing goes to music too~

Anyway, back to this Public Enemies...I wasn't aware of any coming soon movies despite that T4 is a must watch, and will be heading for Zac Efron's...I saw the movie poster while walking into the cinema...and Johnny Depp's name is on the poster...

Official poster of Public Enemies, sourced from Google Image Search

I didnt realise that it's Johnny Depp until i stopped and read the details...And it surprises me more when I discovered that Christian Bale is involved in the movie too!!! And I went *omigossshhhh* instantly!!

Christian Bale is playing the good guy in the Public Enemies
while Johnny Depp is memang, the public enemy...

It has been...almost 2 weeks, after i saw the poster, I havent watch the trailer yet, and surprisingly...I was too busy to google it...But still,I want to watch it; Not only bcoz of Johnny Depp, but also Christian Bale!! *in deep need of iced water*

i started to know Johnny Depp, was in the Pirates trilogy...ya..the suave Jack Sparrow!!! friends are very into Orlando Bloom, i just cant take my eyes off the cheeky and charismatic Sparrow...and the odd accent coz im pretty sure that he's born American...

Jack Sparrow and Bloom (cant rmb the character's name, sorry :P)

Speaking of which, among all the Tim Burton movies that Depp did, I love Sweeney Todd the most!! He portrayed the demon barber...I dont know, he seems to understand the character perfectly and every inch of the emotions are being re-played as in he is Todd...You can hardly get an actor that impresses you to the max!! For me at least...

As for Christian Bale, I have previously blogged about what i found~ :P Mostly about the T4 actually. Fyi, Im obsessed with the Terminator Series, since childhood...Basically, my dad shares the same interest in watching Action-packed blockbusters. Every year, there will be at least 10 movies that we will watch together...the Terminator, is simply irresistible, when it comes together with The Dark Knight.

The Machinist, an insomnia patient who goes a lil-bit extreme at the end
I wanna watch!!!!!

Guess what, he was/is actively involved with art films...independent sort of la~ special, and different from summer blockbusters...The one who got him famous was *here*...and this movie, The Machinist, I doubt that its screened here because it looked so, artsy...which is a lil beyond-acceptance over here in Malaysia... He is one extremely passionate artist I would say... until he turned himself into this...

Fyi, this is not a Halloween prank...
he did lost weight into this look for the film!!

Also, his another movie, the American Psycho, not quite sure whether i got it correct...had me drooling over my laptop keyboard. The all-rounded, smart looking, extremely hot guy plays a psycho killer...how can you resist that?? Either one of the elements mentioned above is strong enough for reasoning me to watch a movie...but, ALL THREE??!! Its almost the same concept as wenyi was addicted to Twilight...

Anyone seen this DVD on the rack??

As I mentioned earlier, I have a thing over British guys...Fyi, Christian Bale is a Welsh born actor, and so far, he has been doing great job mimicking various accents!! Remember Disney Picture, Pocahontas back in ...1995?? dont quite remember though...that was Christian Bale's voice!!!

sourced from PasteMagazine.com

"...the film is an adaptation of Bryan Burrough’s book that tells of the mob's rise and fall in the 1930s-40s. Johnny Depp will be playing John Dillinger, while Bale will be Melvin Purvis, who led the FBI's hunt for Dillinger and captured more public enemies than any other agent in FBI history. This part should also allow Bale to use yet another new accent (for those keeping count at home, it'll be number seven)."

Anyway, so feeling wanna watch??


p.s Public Enemies screening nationwide 4th July...
all pictures are sourced from Google Image Search unless stated

6.17.2009

plain mundane

what if i told him?
what if i told you?
what if i said something right?
what if i said something wrong?

there are some time in your life that you are just uncertain of everything that has happened, going to happen, or even happening. i have never tried any of these, and none of that...it has been on and off that, my fb status was about getting a life? as in, i enjoy my life to the fullest besides shopping with my BFFs?

sometimes, its rather confusing because all the shitty emotions turns up at your doorstep more and more frequent..i have got a lot, but wanting for more at the same time. life has been easy and not easy at the same time...what will you do when you are stuck in the middle? your right brain is telling you to do something stupid, but your left brain is telling you not to be stupid.
which? how? why? what if?

should probably kill the person who comes out with the phrase 'what if'

if there's no 'what if', i probably have told him
if there's no 'what if', i probably have told you
if there's no 'what if', i probably have said something wrong
if there's no 'what if', i probably have said something right

and i would have got my life.

6.16.2009

100 truths Tagged by Meg

The 100 truths about me.

001. Real name: Soh Bee Hian, Tess
002. Nickname(s):
tesstotoro
003. Age:
turning 2x10
004. Horoscope:
Virgo
005. Male or Female:
Not Male
006. Elementary:
MCA Desa Jaya
007. Middle School:
SJK (C) Desa Jaya
008. High School:
SMK TE
009. College school:
UCSI SABE
010. Hair colour:
used to be black

011. Long or short:
very Long
012.Loud or Quiet:
quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans:
sweats
014. Phone or Camera:
both
015. Health freak:
ya
016. Drink or Smoke:
drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone:
...not sure
018. Eat or Drink:
both
019. Piercings :
one on each ear
020. Tattoos:
unacceptable YET

021. Social or Anti-Social:
in between
022. Righty or Lefty:
righty
023. First piercing:
5 or 6?? dont rmb
024. First relationship:
tbc
025. First Best Friend:
...my BFFs
026. First Award:
...wad type of award??
27. First Kiss:
mom n dad
028. First Pet:
...dog?
029. First Big Vacation:
furthest was Penang when i was...7?
030. First Love at first sight:
damn long time ago liao la...

031. First Big Birthday:
elementary 5?
032. First Surgery:
nil.
033. First sport you joined:
Basketball
034. Orange or Apple Juice:
mixed!!
035. Rock or Rap: Rock - love Nickelback

036. Country or Screamo:
as long as not screamo
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys:
Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: none of those..

039. Night or Day:
Night
040. Sun or Moon:
Moon

041. TV or Internet:
TV Internet Wifi Ipod PSP ++
042. PlayStation or xbox:
PlayStation
043. Kiss or hug:
Kiss and Hug
044. Iguana or turtle:
Iguana
045. Spider or bee:
Spider
046. Fall or spring:
Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes

048. Soccer or baseball:
none of those
049. Eating:
korean sweets..fyi, i dont speak korean
050. Drinking:
iced water

051. Excitement level:
75/100
052. I'm about to:
Blog, until this stupid tag thing popped up
053. Listening to:
Kris Allen & Adam Lambert
054. Plan for today: logbook, but i think will end up
sleep to the max
055. Waiting for:
someone
056. Energy level: 80/100, juz showered + hair laundry
057. Thinking of someone:
...u?
058. Want kids:
as long as they r not crying
059. Want to get married:
why not?
060. When: when time comes...

061. How many kids do you want: 2 or 3?

062. Any names in mind:
xuan
063. What did you want to be when you were little: the worst job ever...a
teacher
064. Careers in mind:
CEO / Senior Senior Senior Designer
065. Mellow future or wild:
Wild
066. Something you would never try:
SkyDiving
067. When do you want to die:
when im almost dead??
068. Lips or Eyes:
Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny:
mixed
070. Shorter or Taller: much much much taller

071. Protective or Caring: both

072. Romantic or Spontaneous:
who?
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms:
i've got flabby ones now...
075. Hooked-up or Relationship:
none
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant:
Hesitant
077. Muscular or Normal:
flabby...falls under which category??
078. Kissed a stranger:
tbd
079. Broken a bone:
erm...disjointed counted in??
080. Lost glasses or contacts:
No.

081. Ran away from home:
in my dreams
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense:
Dino-Crisis, PSP
083. Killed somebody:
zombies in House of The Dead
084. Broken some one's heart:
mom n dad's
085. Had your heart broken:
2008, Oct 27th
086. Been arrested:
im a 100% good student
087. Cried when someone died:
2008, Oct 27th
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: no

089. Yourself: ?? wad?? ?.?

090. Miracles:
None happened to me, but i do believe

091. Love at first sight:
I believe, but never happened to me either
092. Heaven:
place with lots n lots of food + no weight count~
093. Santa Claus:
Nightmare Before Christmas
094. Tooth fairy:
Dentist appointment
095. Kiss in the first date: This has never happened to me

96. Angels:
David Archuleta version is so nice
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?:
sort of...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?:
it can be better
099. Do you believe in God?:
Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 7 people:
Michelle Jasmynn Victor Nigel KimYang Ruth GaryNg

p.s. today no blogpost la...busy with edward and bella now.. :P

6.12.2009

fyi # 09

save today for tomoro...
in deep shit + very urgent  XD

:)

6.10.2009

fyi # 07 08

today is finally today  *phew*

have been dragging my blogpost extensively..  i doubt alot people read...anyway...yesterday was...so so la...morning CAD abit here n there the 4pcs living room section views, then, lunch with the whole group of peeps in a new place...very hot though...but slightly cheaper food, and more variety  :P  fyi, i dont eat mix rice, i just dont like...dunno why 

afternoon, i finish CAD in the morning d mar...continue the cabinet for the 6 pantry lor...so far, got a few options, but havent go for 'tutorial'...  now is 'full time' work on bungalow project, and part time do the office built in cabinet project...but Mr Lau seems to favour Daphne more...might/might not get to do the stuffs...

go back to Sea of Cabinets, but this time is the Office cabinets..the other day was kitchen's... dont have guidelines, just the purpose for the cabinets...file archieve, pantry...dunno keep wad...quite blur la...but roughly sketched a few...the most important thing is..i dunno who to show..!!  and, recently got addicted with tapered end furniture...damn yeng!!

thats my second Tuesday in JDW...felt so home-y~~

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as for today, SaoInn was in office super early in the morning...cuz i was late for 10mins...WTF right??  overslept again...Kris and Adam's fault la...i youtube-d non-stop.. Just a Little Too Not Over You~~  and little David too~ wakakak...

anyway, i cepat cepat go show him the 'drawings' that i did...which i think he almost fainted when he saw that 'thing'...superbly incomplete...but, he is very nice person la...not as scary as he looks, he ask me to ask Daphne and Amy for some samples for detail drawings...i go ask..study the drawing abit, draw...repair...think, study..understand abit...actually, learn alot...a lot of stuffs that college didnt teach...

lunch...i feel that the most anticipated part of the whole working day is actually lunch time, we get to talk and gossip abit...comment abit...discuss abit...carpool in Mr Ceacar's car...then, discuss abit-bit about his viktor & rolf... i was like...??? what is that at first :P lunch was joyful la...

the good thing about working in JDW is...they have plenty car park space which is FOC. tranquil working environment, the entrance looks like a retreat/resort...near to the airport, very im-in-vacation mood...good in the sense that, its not very stressful..

but, built environment wor, where got not stressful 1??  either u r OMFG stressed up, or everyday stressed up only...  so, the working environment does help up with the mentality part la...fyi, friendly and very friendly colleagues are essential stress reliever when u r in deep sh*t...believe me~!  i think that is what the apple need the most now...

but, i dont have internet connection la...cannot MSN...  :'(  how come the ID dept can MSN and Facebook 1??  snob*snob*  so, my iPod is actually my saviour...coz im using a 75bucks unbreakable nokia...will not change phone in a very long time...wakakaka  

finally...got the 'not-so-complete' drawing completed, shown SaoInn and he explained the overall design idea of the living room, and i need to CAD another cabinet shelf... that was around 330pm d...coz he was attached with the PJTC interior works in the ID dept... i diam-diam-ly reading Twilight la...  :P  in pdf file...wakakaka...

then, read some books that SaoInn put in the 'reading list'  :P... and ate the rocky stick tht my sis gave me i bought the whole carton for her...then i get 1 pack only..  :S then...idea came around 545...which i CAD until 700, off i go..  :P

p.s  finally, i rmb the other ID dept. girl's name, Wei Ming; and the very tall guy, NanTai...he borrowed he his pendrive today while transferring the detail section sample that SaoInn asked me to refer to...

WHEN TO START THE LOG BOOK REPORT??!!  still feeling super lazy!!!


6.09.2009

fyi # 04 05 06

well...previous post was until wednesday right??

after that Monday meeting, and seniors' wednesday meeting, they basically assigned me to design a few stuffs la...Utility room, i already finish-kan...and now they are dealing with this column problem in the living room, to cover-up the Vent Pipe and the Soil Pipe that runs through the living room corner..though its in the corner, but will still be odd if its just a simple box-up...hard to explain here la...

Thursday & Friday is more to -> DO your work part...everybody seems to be extremely busy over there...i drawn, sketched, designed...but dunno who to go 'tutorial' for...fyi, it REALLY feels like you are attending a tutorial, but the issue now is, designer wants to see your design or not...instead of right and wrong...so far, Mr Marimuthu, and ChungMeng has been very constructive in commenting the designs...

Seniors are really seniors, they can foresee wad ever shit that is going to happen, will happen and surely happen in the design elements...i have been bz copying down their comments on wadever stuff i designed...too much that i cant catch some parts..  XD

oooh...and, remember that i said that ChungMeng went out for site visit? then he showed me the construction progress of the PJTC...damn cun the pics!!  but cannot post here la...so, paiseh la!! wadever that they asked me to 'think' of, that i can remember (they like to say, i think a bit la...see what can you do...at first it sounds very confusing, coz i dunno where to start 'think'...it would be easier to understand is they change the word 'think', back to 'design'...) i have basically come up with a few options

but there are alot of stuffs that needs further confirmation from the client especially...and the seniors was busy with door and window schedule, drawing amendments, non-stop running here n there, calling here n there, going upstairs and downstairs, in and out of the office, here and there across the very long table...i think i was the free-est person in the whole building, coz i dunno wad to do... coincidentally, Eng was in the office that day...so, i go n kacau him again, gossip about the apple abit..here n there...  fyi, Eng's last day in JDW is this coming 15th...

then, i very clever, asked him for anything to do...then he ask me to design an office's pantry...well, i thought that it'd be very little...so, i say ok lor~  mana tau, the office so big, that they have 3 pantry for staff, and 2 file storage area...additional with the Chairman room's cabinet, i have 6 cabinet, 2 office desk and 2 display shelf to design... i got stunned!!  but since im free, just do la...

do..wait, think...resource, wait...read, sketch...see, think...draw, hatch...wait, see..look...LUNCH!

but my thursday lunch was at the office too...the leftovers from wednsday's rice dumplings...rupa-rupanya, Mr Yong the technical senior always eat lunch in the office, unless he is assigned for site visit or something...and Mr Marimuthu, always in office during lunch 1...

shortly after the peeps are back, SaoInn called up the group meeting on the bungalow project somewhere 330...but he was called away for something urgent a few mins after he was discussing with Mr Marimuthu...fyi, he is the studio head which means he make all the decisions...

so, the discussion is hung there dunno wad to follow up to...nothing to do...then...the rest of the day, i get back to the cabinet design la...read, resource...think, draw...wait, read...draw, think...and revise some of the living room options...added a few actually...dunno whether they r useful or nt...according to Mr Marimuthu, the un-applied designs are useful in the next bungalow project...

friday friday friday...nothing much
still working on the living room area that i was previously attached to, but added up with the cabinet thingy...its a forth and back progress...here a bit, there a bit...Ouh, and today is Mr Ceasar's last day or something...they r having this farewell thingy...

during the lunch time...almost everybody is there...there were 8 of us...ngam ngam sit one table :P eat and chat...i think i ter-squill the farewell planning that Amy and Daphne they all were planning...still dont get the very tall guy's name...  :S  but everybody is very friendly and cheeky...very casual and comfy...i guess im the only odd thing there...  :P

saturday holiday...went Signature Gold Class Terminator Salvation with dad...damn fun !!  first time !!! too comfy until didnt finish my popcorn...normally it will be all gone before the movie even goes half...damn comfy lor!!!!  got addicted with Gold Class d...after Gold Class, is Sushi Zanmai...mom n dad = big fan of Unagi...read it here

sunday off...  went brunch-hunting with sis, then book-hunting at Popular, Metro Prima..bought the whole Twilight series + Zita Law...some makan makan...minum minum...thats Sunday

Monday...late for 4 mins
still continue with the living room thingy, and the cabinet thingy...but got stuck a bit la...then...resource, read, think, wait...LUNCH
today Daphne and ChungMeng nt free, lunch with SaoInn and Amy...and the very tall guy...still don get his name..  :S  shortly after lunch, SaoInn ask me to CAD the living area's section views x4 pcs...i think he meant 4, but he ter-said 3 view...and i heard 3 view...got everything done b4 i leave the office 

meeting was at 5pm, again...abit scary...cuz Daphne n ChungMeng sit the far away space d...means i have to roll close to the 'meeting table' la...sitting next to Mr Lau...abit scary...stressed up cuz im only intern student...haiz...next time don go tht fast..

again, the Sea of Technical Terms has drowned me to the max... :S  Eng was there for the meeting today though...and small potatoes like me normally will get mentioned at the last...stressed up aLOT now...cuz stuffs that Eng asked me to do, sounds very unconvincing to Mr Lau, who is going to take over the office project previously handled by Eng...suddenly feel very worthless...WTF

p.s fyi, very late d...i'll leave today for tomorrow..  :P