Isn't it fast?

I mean time.

Right before I quit my job (ex-job now), remember how I was complaining how 6pm strikes extremely slow? like slower a day than before? I don't know, it seems like if you've got 'your' job, the enthusiasts wont run out that quick. One moment, I was all excited to wake up every morning and go to work - in another , I just hoped that day time is shorter than night time. I hoped more for zanmai sessions than autoCAD. frankly, I hate that feeling.

Anyway, Its over - for about 2 months? and I'm happier than the time that I was confirmed.

Everything seems to be perfect now. Jobs are demanding and I'm now contributing while learning. Experiencing different things, exploring how things work. It sounds that there are better offer still; I'm comfortable with my current state. Maybe somehow, she's just not as bad as what she sounds like. That's in the first place why I joined them.

I remember the day I got so devastated when I rendered my own, very first 3D! It feels so different! And, the thing now is - I actually enjoyed working overtime, and expecting lesser outing. I know, michy is so not going to like this, but we've still got saturdays! dont we? Hey! when's our next session KTV? I've missed out so many movies that I would like to watch.

Every line I draw, every model I built is so satisfying. Lunch is so enjoyable that - we actually talk about food, work, people and giving out constructive comments! We make jokes in the office to ease up the environment - its relaxing, and work at the same time.

ouh.. and I FINALLY got enough money to change my phone? ROTFL. Its so fking embarassing to tell.

Well, a lot has changed - yet it seems to remain the same. Or should I put it this way - as long as I'm happy. Right?

P.s : love you all!! Dad Mom Meg Alice Mich Jasmynn Ying and everyone who went through this change with me.

Long time no post.

It has been long. Work is a constant bitch.

Life too... What else can we do besides succumbing to it?

pray really hard? I tried.

Well... trying to get adapt to this 'not-so-new' lifestyle has been tough.

Especially when you have a never-ending TO-DO-list.

and I practically sucked at everything, including my worsening relationship with my sister.

I was rude, and the only thing that she sees is that, I'm being rude.

Fyi, I've been avoiding the boyfriend-you're too young-you deserve better drama to happen.

Seems like, mom doesn't really care - dad's worried but being tied up by mom.

Rational thinking, I shouldn't even ask what's going on, since she's not under my jurisdiction.

Mom don't even care, why should I.

Sis's brain became jello with all the lovey dovey stuffs and I'm the villain bitch.

Spending my time worrying about her going out, and get a bad name??

'How can you be so rude?' - is what I get.

Why should I be such an irrational living thing?

Michy is right. I shouldn't turn my back on her, because there might be a day - she do need my help. I was there, all the time. And I will be. And, I'm not rude at her - just the guy that she's seeing, which totally makes sense because HE's got NOTHING to do with me. I practically am RUDE to everybody who's got nothing to do with me.

I was taught, to think the WORST out of every scenario. Which is why dad is a constant pain in the ass. It makes total sense because - I don't know where why how what you are really doing with this dude, whom I do not know. And the worse thing is that, I don't know when will you bring which phone number and will you pick up my call when I dial the number that I'm confused which is which. I'm not my mom, I care - in my way.

There have been numerous rotten examples of teenage problems, esp when you enter college. One tiny wrong step that you've taken - it will be the last thing that labels your status in this age. We are living in a country that is totally different from what we see in the movies - life is tougher than cat-fighting with fellow bitches who stole your boyfriend. People judge, and they judge beyond what they see - they ASSUME.

Go and have fun, but prioritize your life. If you don't love yourself more that everything else, nothing will love you as you deserved to.

And, family.

Re-think your family's position in your life. That is the thing I think lacks in your life.

haunted morning. glam-awesome night.

yeah..remember how my morning was haunted by the movies lost???

hope that the rest still works... arghhhhhh >

!!!!!TADAAAA!!!!!!

luckily, my adam lambert acoustic live CD 'arrived' safely. :-')

drowning in the hypnotic acoustic version of his.

especially 'Whataya Want From Me.'

a good start of the coming weekend?? =)

happy thursday peeps!!!!

p.s. I'll be humming Mad World & Soaked

in a distorted rhythm, probably for the next couple of years... ahahhahaha

wad went wrong with my stoopid DVD-rom??!!!!!

i officially lost all my moviesssss >

schindler's list

astraunaut's wife

transformers [not that im a biggg fan]

firewall

next

benjamin button

slumdog millionaire

AAAHHHH HOWWWW???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exactly

the thing that i've been trying to ignore.

now..im officially a brat