feeling bad + crying

sometimes...friends forward e-mails to you
do you even bother to read it?

or just check the selection box and delete everything?

i dont really understand
e-mails were meant to send things...informative technology
to benefit human race

why do people invent all these super hacking virusses?
why do people write stupid e-mails?
why do people disguise as someone else?
why do people do purpose-less things?

that depends on individual definitions i guess

somw people might think pictures of dead people in car accident is none of their business
some people might think tht emo stuffs are boring
some people prefer to read scandalous news
some people might feel comfortable sending junks

have you ever cried over an e-mail tht you have read?

if you have, then you'll not be that annoying to write stupid e-mails anymore

if you have not, your life is simply pathetic

this is the day, shall be remembered that
we are all guilty, to our parents
and are heavily blessed
to have them being forgiving all the time

that they have forgiven our mischieve when we were teenagers
that they have forgiven our ignorance when we are away from home
that they have forgiven our absance during thanksgiving day

at least

do something before you are not able to do anything
when they are no longer there able to forgive you
parents are precious, that you cannot afford to lose at all

an extreme day

extreme-nesses the bads

• wednesday a transitional day of the week
• morning class catastrophic for a sleep lover to wake up @ 6
• SMART tunnel closed jammm
• sunny day bloodily hot
• terrible lunch
• class postponed to thursday i knew it after i park my car right in the campus

extreme-nesses the goods

• my baby elle-pod is here

p.s no pics yet michelle borrowed my camera...

another frustrated day

6 am - wake up damn early

7 am - driving damn a lot of cars

8 am - reach college damn hot coz not AC till...11?

9am - waiting damn alone

10am - sms michelle damn..shouldnt have come

11am - joint lecture with noorseah's class

12 pm - watching movie damn nice the movie

1pm - walkin to department office damn hot + hungry

2pm - re-walk to department office

3pm - continue my movie time with nicholas cage

4pm - driving home damn hot

5pm - wad do u call breakfast + lunch + dinner? damn hungry

6pm - sleeping till now --> 10pm

10pm - explaining how frustrated i am

baizura called and ask us (me ezhu jas chris) to see her
she;s about to explain the MSID 13 event thingy
since we r the senior ALREADY damn

then...i just reply her tht im going to call her as soon as our class ended
which is around 5 mins after kelvin came in

so...i'll just have to wait ther for Eng and Chris to come in for the lecture series discussion
and..thats my day

the Yu fever~

discovered him when i first listen to his song
楼下那个女人 (Woman downstairs)
some where midnight when i was in Secondary 2
while the peers r so busy with Jay Chou and Leehom

his name is 游鸿明 , Chris Yu
wonder why i always have chris's name around?
now u know why...

he's a Taiwanese...not a high profile artist
he sings, he composes, he writes
though Malaysian Chinese might have heard of him
but...the Jay Chou craze...
im not so sure coz Malaysian are typical stereotype ppl
packaging means a lot here

he started his career as a freelance singer @ some cafe in Taiwan when he was in his U
not much know him but he got spotted
and signed a contract

a typical Scorpion
sensible and charming
read a post bout him @ some forum *here*

for peeps who cant read chinese but want to know
can always translate the pages...i guess *babel*

by the way...he is currently under Sony BMG Entertainment
one of the biggest music production company
there must be a very solid reason why Sony signed him
agree?

his latest album released somewhere end of 2007, early Jan 08
倦鸟余花
depicts the homesick of outstation-ers to their lovers back at hometown

and the great thing is...
he has a personal Sony Homepage *sony me*

which is about his previous album
The Poet's Tears 诗人的眼泪
that made him appear as himself
previously he was more on to backstage production
where he wrote a lot of songs sung by Leehom , Jacky Cheung
indirectly
he made the superstars, superstars

a noble title is given by the fans -> 情歌诗人 the Love Song Poet
and i am totally agree with it
coz he seems to be the prefect 1 entitled to this

im not very deep into others
but i think tht his songs
are of high intellectual thoughts
really sensual and emo kind of
understanding of the lyrics means a lot here
the stories behind ...the ambience...even the environment is composed in his songs too
u can really feel the heartbreak thru his songs

his stories' genre differs
affairs...admire...heartbreak...joy...pride

well...everybody knows that the 2008 Beijing Olympic is so soon
and the previous 1 , 2004 Olympic Athens
was sung by IL DIVO and TONI BRAXTON
with strong vocal skills and great packaging

this time, the oriental Olympic attempt
has appointed him to sing the official theme song
sing + compose + MV

and he actually got his idea from the Olympic itself *click me* * me 2*
for peeps tht cant understand the song
u can feel the pride from the music too
just follow the rhythm

the title --> 英雄 Hero *click here to try it out*

he is just so perfect
no rumours...bad news
no scandals...the perfect 1

and he sings really really really really really nice
his vocal skill is different from shayne ward kind of
softer...but firm
light...but with power
convincing...yet sad

i was thinking...oh my God
he is totally the prefect choice as a boyfriend
you know...
not just Johnny Depp's kinda charm
not just Brad Pitt's eyes
not just Takeshi Kaneshiro's sexy

his approach is beyond
much more developed kind of mature
guys prob cant understand this

till this morning...i accidentally found this *click me* *and me~* *snob snob*
he is married
and has a daughter

...a bit sad
but its true
he is already over 30 yrs old...
it will be odd if he doesnt have his family

anticipating wad will his wife look like
but they sure are pro hiding the wife
coz nothing is revealed yet
no even his personal pictures

the fever will still carry on
and on and on and on and on and on

saturday...shopping or suffering?

went to 1U today
with Meg n Wil of coz
mom went to Cambodia...and its school holiday (college crit days)
and it means...we r not under control <-- which i doubt
so...bought this stupid Jay Chou DVD yesterday @ 1U too~
something went wrong with it and went there for a replacement
and of coz...lunch @ 1U too

then...we have decided to go to Carls' Jr.
coz last time, when i had it with Mr Fishball...
i tapau the leftovers home
and tempted them
wakaka

so...thts it~

the menu @ Carls' Jr.

the customers can actually bring it home

and keep it...i took 1 last time

hehe

the seats @ Carls' Jr.

kinda special i think

and the ambience is quite nice

the cup @ Meg's hand

looks sooooo big

its the Big cups' prob, or skinny fingers' prob?

my orders @ Carls' Jr.

Wil is so excited to get the first pick...over the fries

and guess wad...

its my fav...besides Nando's

Western Bacon Cheeseburger

Beef burger + Chicken Bacon + Fried Onions

personally,

i think tht bacons r western version of wax meat

more of the saltiness...less sweet

feels a bit weird with the combination

mainly bcoz of the onion rings

cant really have the im eating a burger feel and taste without actual veggie

Super Star

i ordered it twice..coz i think its really nice

even though i have re-read and ignored the price

classical beef burger with cheese

best served with pickled cucumbers

which they have there on self service + fresssssh~!!!

and the tomato slice...is as wide as my punch size

cool huh?

having enough lunch...lets walk~
1U...nothing more or less than real shopping
but juz had a light 1...
coz im so NOT running out of money
bought a hairband + a bookmark
and went home

and ...i saw chern hong with a girl
which im quite certain she;s not just ordinary friend
and she's not chinese
u r cool man~!

well...its saturday
and no 1 is cooking...besides mom's assistant --> our beloved kakak
so...i decided to cook our dinner today
something once in a bluemoon
something not 3 dishes + 1 soup w/ white rice
and ... there i present to u

tadaa...

Cantonese Fried Noodle@ my hse

and its 100% vegetarian coz i cant find pork

and putting in chicken...is so not nice

*snob snob*

havent eat any pork for a very very very very very long time~!

pity me

Mom's Secret Fried Chicken@ my kitchen

since chicken is the only protein source i can find in the fridge besides eggs

i have decided to deep fry it after marinated it for...4 hrs?

as our noodles' side dish

its very oriental...chinese version of fried chicken

and its really really really nice

and of coz...the chicken was deep frozen...

and its already chopped into pieces

with bones...imagine it with fried noodles...

and its going to be very clumsy

ouh..and i accept online reservation...duh~
wakaka...jz kding~

p.s. are u feeling hungry now?

in addition....

Rebecca Romijn as Alex@Alexis Meade
in Ugly Betty

Eric Mabius as Daniel Meade
in Ugly Betty

put ur right hand on ur mouse if u agree~~

i think tht im going to blog...everyday~

today is the History & Culture 3 submission
and yet...i forgot to take the picture...again~!!!!!
haih...better if i bring my camera EVERYDAY

i felt more terrible than yesterday do

morning - class cancelled (but makes nothing much the diff)
afternoon - contract n law new assignment
in addition...he came in to class late and of coz shove us off later
tht made me stuck in traffic for...1 hr in addition
walau eh...

wad else?
i was feeling to screw someone up today
which really pissed me off today
screw u screw u screw u screw u screw u
okay..im done screwing..with colours

wad else...
hm... ...o ya
model submission this friday
and im watching Ugly Betty
Daniel is such a cute guy...and Alexis is so beautiful
she is so close to perfect...
actually...she is~!
and their eyes...brilliantly brilliant~!

and thanks to betty...im feeling better now

and damn...3D Max

the best damned thing...yet

went to leisure mall today for lunch with michelle <--- i tak tau how to url link it
erm...didnt feel anything la...
got noob recently

frankly speaking...i tulan @ someone today....
a few ppl la...if u guessed it right...i belanja u chocolates

i dont know...
just...u should ignore ppl when someone is talking to u right?
typical stereotype ppl...
i know...dont have nice phone...being fat etc etc
having a headphone on my ear doesnt mean that i should be ignored okay?
maybe if it does...but i didnt know tht...its my mistake

i should have talk louder...
something like...Do u realise tht im talking to u?
i dont know...
if someday...i started to talk and tune like superstar does...
its all your fault
or do u want me to cover ur face with someone's underwear to get ur attention?

i feel like im the villain over sleeping beauty
which is so bloodily pale and with the innocent look
being self independent = can be ignored??????????
wtf~!

okay...
i know...im not pretty
im not cool...im not blowful...im not pale...im not girlie
i dont know
sometimes...i feel like ppl ignore me for these stupid reasons
try to get myself calm down and claim these as stupid reasons
stupid jackasses tht ignores
but...why?
why me?
why not me?

i have tried so hard
tried to be different from you
tried to get someone's attention
tried to get at least something
tried to be visible i would say
and still...im trying

besides those tht i have already know and tht i have already modified in myself
wad are the others tht makes you ignore me?
wad else?

maybe someday...
that everything exceeds my limit
i will just walkaway...
i try to treat u ppl as what u have treated me...but what i get?
more reasons for u to ignore me?
tears behind the stage?
i hated it a lot...but how?
how?

if an angel would appear...i juz hope tht 1 humble and small wish could be granted
tht im not tht emo
coz its so annoying...u know