5.07.2008

Heaven & Hell....

finally...our semester 1 is over...already yr 2 lar..okay?
sooo over it...Catherine McPhee sings now...wakaka

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it was Tuesday...
i know tht im suppose to blog it tht day...but my bed is much more attractive than my laptop
wakaka

:/

however
after a series of torture and mental distortion
we r here at the studio...waiting for the hanging tower to be set up
in fact...we r setting up our hanging towers
and the judge who will either giv us red card...or a pass
tht morning wait was awwwwwfullll...
(it went super annoying after our beloved client came in...arg~!)
*hate tht particular person to the max~

:/

anyway...we were expecting a lady <-- normally a bad sign for a review
and a man <-- we tot she was based on her name

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end up...probably our worst nightmare ever~
doubled up the bullets...doubled up the shots we get

besides...our beloved scary Diana. tech pro Baizura and design pro Redzwan are all here
they pinpoint here and there at all our boards...
gossipping around...murmuring...whispering to each other

my palms were bloodily sweaty ...i swear its true and its cold
goosebumps are all over my back
i tot im going to fail...God Bless me...

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it started with Eng...Michelle...Jasmynn...Eezhu...ME...then Chris
we were like...prisoners...facing our last judgement day
not really tense i would say
but miserable...u how no idea what to do..

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sit? cant see anything
stand? it gives you goosebumps with the scary lecturers whispering around
walk? no where but to the toilet
eat? the morning snacks were y*ck-y
wait? bore bore bore and u are totally not in the mood for iPods

:/

finally its ME turn...
yet...the review was more constructive than condemning
thank God...
and i really really really needa polishhhh up my dwg skills
a lot...
glad i did something right

:/

and there it is..my model...
actually...its the 2nd model..the Facade Project
lit up in a dark room...the final submitted to kelvin



and then...here comes the Heaven and Hell...
its really really contradicting

as i have already said previously...my dwg was terrible as you could say
so...i was expecting a mere pass...
thts wad i got last semester..arggghhh
and others...i think they all got A for design studio...

final review has already ended...
wad the hell is my model doing in my room anyway...
wondering why? are you?



about 30 mins after the scary lecturers whispered around
and point here and ther...
diana came...and say...
'you should have hired Jasmynn to do your model~!'

then
baizura called me up..like...
shssssh...i got something to tell u

i was like...are you going to fail me?
or have u already told kelvin to fail me bcoz of my boards?
or is it about my model?
OMG OMG OMG
if this lasts 1 minute longer
i definitely have cried out..i

then...she started to tell...
'we have this xxxyyy exhibition and we r sending students works for competition...'
'we all have discussed and we think you should change xxxyyy...'

i was stunned...and stoned there...
'are you going to exhibit this?' <-- thats wad i asked...dumb huh?
she further explained this this this tht tht tht
i cant really remember coz i was so stunnnneeeddd~

from Heaven to Hell...
then from Hell to Heaven...
thts wad i felt




and the 'great' news is...i'll have to re-print my boards (3rd time)
re-make my model...

diana said..i like your model...but i dont like your model
like coz its nice...dont like coz its workmanship is terrible

so...good or bad?
i take it as a good...coz i like it...
yea?