9.25.2008

Life Love Lust Lie Leave

recently, i have been using this word 'PARIA' quite often
its...not really malay nor hokkien, i would say its a dialect
it means...horrible, terrible, cheapskate, asshole, bad

you know...
it occurs to me where love and marriage takes place
people get married because they are in love right?
yet, there are still divorces...contradicting f-ked up theory

must Life go thru this process?
Love comes...when its of satisfaction...
Lust...having affairs, cheating on your other half
then, people start to Lie...in phonecalls, in emails, in sms
saying you are in meeting when you are in the club
meeting the cheap ones, when your wife is working her ass off for u
Leave takes place in 2 ways...either the wife leave in dignity
or the husband leave as an asshole
if it is a YES...its so f-ked up pathetic right?
unfair to the whole-hearted...

is it really that hard to be a loyal husband or a loyal wife?
is it really that hard to not to flirt with a married woman or man?
is it really that hard to speak proper english?
is it really that hard to no to yell?
is it really that hard to keep a promise?
is it really that hard to control habits?
is it really that hard to not to get involved with cheapskates?
is it really that hard to prioritise your loved ones?

being disloyal is PARIA
being flirtive is PARIA
being self-centered is PARIA
being anxious is PARIA
being forgetful is PARIA
being uncontrollable is PARIA
being cheapskate is PARIA
being undespicable is PARIA

im a very conventional thinking person
family is extremely important compared to whatever
when theres something that someone did, do, gonna do
that makes me feel that you prioritised something stupid
and not worthwhile...
and ignored your family...
i will look down upon you...
and i do mean LOOK DOWN UPON YOU

im not someone...YET
and i am vengeance...
your dick...yet my problem
so freakishly f-ked up right?

p.s dont make me hate you more