Chopsticks

Random or not? I'd say it's a little bit of both. I have this weird obsession with chopsticks. When I makan, it feels awkward to eat with fork & spoon. I even eat spaghetti with chopsticks. [psst.. only at home] Well, as you know [or don't], chopsticks comes in a pair. Often used as a metaphor for co-operation and group work etc. I think there's a saying, but can't remember.

So, this occur to me when I was chatting with The Boss. Don't take it literally, it's just a nickname. We always have this hang out sessions.. just to chill out somewhere, play some pool game, UNO cards and gossips. It used to be 4, back in highschool. We were like.. chopsticks together. Well, 2 pairs of them. Tuition classes, shopping, bowling, chilling out. It has always been 4 of us together.

When grad, Ms. Boss departed; Ms. Skinny stayed; Ms Shorty lost contact. Dozens of reasons, chilling out have been a seasonal thing. And Ms. Shorty... was dating this guy since highschool. Thats another part of the story i blogged quite some time ago. *here*

Back to the chopstick story... To me, friends are like chopsticks. They are here for one reason - to be there for each other when there's anything. By anything, includes merry, melancholy, messed-ups, and make-ups. [it rhymes, I know] LOL

Back in highschool, girls like to read this japanese fashion magazine, despite the fact that, they couldn't understand even a syllable of it... Which I kinda despise for being unreasonably irrational. I wasn't very much into it, Ms. Boss and Ms Shorty paired up with this bimbo in my class; Ms Skinny was in account. That was the time that all this drama started. I guess people just don't work the way you think they will. I admit, I'm overly possessive and sometimes, manipulative. And when I feel that, the channel doesn't connect... I'll just ditch it.

Furthermore, I have had issues with Ms. Shorty since... Primary? [fyi, we studied in the same primary school but in different class] and, it has deep rooted in highschool year 1. It's a seating problem. I reported to school late because of some address thingy. So, when I enter the classroom, which is with Ms. Shorty. I sat beside her. The next day, she moved to a table across.

I know this sounds like a 4 years old issue.. but I'll probably carry it to my grave. What you treat is what you get. Well.. It wasn't an instant thing, yet accumulated. 'Lama-lama jadi bukit' I know. Call me a calculative bitch.

It has been a constant. When I'm not needed.. I'm invisible; When I'm needed, I'm a friend. Back at that time, I wasn't close with Ms Boss [she was in a different class] , and had a few chit-chatting with Ms. Skinny [same class with me, but different year]. Eventually, I was by myself besides Ms. Pineapple who sat next to me [she came here later the month after me]. Guys.. they sucked to the max that time. Stories later. Its officially the most embarrassing thing that has happened in my entire life.

Soon as Year 1 ended, we were re-assigned to different classes according to our grades. Ironically, Ms. Shorty was assigned to the same class with me. Same thing with Ms. Boss, and Ms. Skinny. Ms. Boss came to me first, say that she wants to sit beside me; just 5 minutes before Ms. Skinny... Last comes Ms. Shorty. I have always been wondering why I said yes back then. After that, we have been BFFs ever since.

I was the reason this whole BFF thing is happening... and Ms. Shorty kinda take it for granted. We have had issues... big and sort-of we-go-seperate-way issues. I have noticed, felt horrible about it... we resolved it some how. Yet, the 'bukit' turned Everest.

I have a major crack head issue with people who I consider friend, take it for granted. After 4 years... she finally called us for a chill out session - because she broke up with that guy that she has been dating since highschool.. and why they broke up? Because the guy cheated on her, after she called for a relationship break.

Call me a bitch... but I think that is non of my business because I wasn't part of the story. Fyi, I didn't know that she was dating that guy, until some random ass from junior batch came and ask me whether they are dating or not. That is how you treat your BFF. Probably I was the only one who were that naive to think that I am her BFF, or was? Anyway, it doesn't really matter now.

And Ms Skinny... she's turning into Ms Shorty in the early stage. Busy all the time and everything the universe rotates around the boyfriend. Valentines, White Christmas, Red Christmas, Anniversary, Weekend hangout, Movie session, Dinner, Meet the parents, Travel to hometown, Buy him breakfast, Birthdays. Out of 365days, couldn't there be a chill out session for the so-called BFFs?

Call me ego and self-centered, but I rather spend my time for something else.. than wasting it on a relationship that I know it will repeatedly fail again.

Its not the Eve, anymore

Christmas, usually will be spent at home. With my TV, Mom, Dad, Meg & Will; probably alone if Eng's wedding did not turn up. Lifestyle in KL, pretty much attached to various shopping malls and arcades of bars, lounge and restaurants. The first few experience is rather fun, but it gets dull after maybe 4 or 5 times.

New Year, will be of higher chance to couch potato at home as well. The traffic, the crowd, the long wait for our food. Call me self-centered but I'll go crazy if my food is stuck somewhere in the oven, burn into charcoal and the waitress claim that its the crowd. Afterall, food they serve in eventful days, normally suck to the max. Of course, 'because of the crowd'. Dad, normally have plans with his friends; same thing goes with mom. In fact, she went Pangkor with her colleagues this morning, for the coming 4 days. As for Meg, she had plan for Christmas; New Year will be stuck at home with me. And, Im stuck here working [pssst.]

For the past week, or maybe more... I've heard people talking about New Year resolution- like what are you going to do for the coming 2010. Looking at the future, is sort of, not what I normally does. I don't like things to be planned out on a cartograph pie chart or something; yet, they had to be somehow planned too. Of course, random stuffs comes out all the time and I like my life how it is now. A 3 months deal, 6 month or a year thing is more time manipulated. I prefer stuffs which works in stages - performance wise.

The one thing that I'll repeat every year is that, recall what I did for the past 365 days. College has been occupying my life since 2006 - and it is time. New people, current relationship, craps, politics, competitions, hope, and stuffs. Everyday stuffs, sentimental stuffs, crazy stuffs. Pretty much everything. Things that Im proud of, Im glad of, Im happy about, Im sad recalling, Im blushing thinking about, Im mad of, Im terrified about. 2009, I would say is heavily affected by 2008. It was a year I consider wasted. Cant get enough of the mourning, you can say whatever shit you want.. Tell me about sudden lost of love.

2008, was a year to remember.
2009, was a year mourning.
2010, will be a year to recover.

Happy 2010 everybody.

First Impression

Met this long lost primary schoolmate *thanks to Facebook*

Guy-Next-Door type of person...Easy-going...

so..old-school-way

I asked him the old-school question

T : Wad's your first impression of me?

Y : Giant, Big, Tall.

T : [noob-faced] yea..yea.. wad else?

That is one very obvious statement

I think the whole school knows that

[fyi, I used to be the tallest girl in primary until I grad]

Y : Got that aura to keep people away... Quiet.

Feels like you are going to kill someone if you make sound.

T : o.O Like a bear hybernating? with a DND-sign?

Y : erh...I dunno how bears hybernate.

T : Anyway, I do sound scary from what you described =.=

Y : Come one~ We r kids!! We ain't scared of anything!!

T : Then... you said tht I'm quiet ; but I dont know you back then~

How would you know?

[fyi, I used to be introvert nerd-type kid; just w/o the glasses & study much lesser]

Y : Dude! Your face lah... Everyone knows you!!! Such a special name you have!

[fyi, he's referring to my chinese name. Tess isn't official until ...college? XD]

T : Whoa...Didn't know I was that famous back then...

I always thought that other kids don't like me.

Y : That one I have no idea. But your name is often heard back then... ^^

T : [extremely confused] How could it be? I didn't owe anyone money!!

Y : You'll have to admit that you've got a really cool name. Everybody know you.

Awkward that I discovered the alter ego of mine, from a not-close-at-all primary schoolmate which is not even in the same class...after...blardie 9 years I grad there...

Awkward =.=

p.s what's yours?

Public Enemies made..

For those who know me for years...only a few i guess :P knows that i always have something for the British guys...for the accents and the charisma *faints* especially those who speaks english that i can understand...

After watching Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street; and The Dark Knight, plus the recent summer blockbuster T4: Terminator Salvation that topped M'sia chart for consecutive 2 weeks in a row~ its not surprising to know that Johnny Depp and Christian Bale are really hot guys~

despite the fact that they are married.. or not? no idea...anyway, the idea of this blogpost is not to stalk their personal life, which has nothing to do with me...but the coming up thriller + action + romance + hot guys movie -->

Public Enemies

personally, i think that there must be at least one or two actor, actress or performer's show, that you will go

*woot!! must watch!!!*

*AHHH!!!!!!!!!* and screamed your way to the cinema

*Omigossshhh!!! i wanna watch!!!*

*is it out yet??!...omg, why is it not out yet~!!!*

*ooh ooh ooooohhhh!!! i wan the premier passes!!!*

For no specific reason, despite that he/she is inevitably hot..same thing goes to music too~

Anyway, back to this Public Enemies...I wasn't aware of any coming soon movies despite that T4 is a must watch, and will be heading for Zac Efron's...I saw the movie poster while walking into the cinema...and Johnny Depp's name is on the poster...

Official poster of Public Enemies, sourced from Google Image Search

I didnt realise that it's Johnny Depp until i stopped and read the details...And it surprises me more when I discovered that Christian Bale is involved in the movie too!!! And I went *omigossshhhh* instantly!!

Christian Bale is playing the good guy in the Public Enemies

while Johnny Depp is memang, the public enemy...

It has been...almost 2 weeks, after i saw the poster, I havent watch the trailer yet, and surprisingly...I was too busy to google it...But still,I want to watch it; Not only bcoz of Johnny Depp, but also Christian Bale!! *in deep need of iced water*

i started to know Johnny Depp, was in the Pirates trilogy...ya..the suave Jack Sparrow!!! friends are very into Orlando Bloom, i just cant take my eyes off the cheeky and charismatic Sparrow...and the odd accent coz im pretty sure that he's born American...

Jack Sparrow and Bloom (cant rmb the character's name, sorry :P)

Speaking of which, among all the Tim Burton movies that Depp did, I love Sweeney Todd the most!! He portrayed the demon barber...I dont know, he seems to understand the character perfectly and every inch of the emotions are being re-played as in he is Todd...You can hardly get an actor that impresses you to the max!! For me at least...

As for Christian Bale, I have previously blogged about what i found~ :P Mostly about the T4 actually. Fyi, Im obsessed with the Terminator Series, since childhood...Basically, my dad shares the same interest in watching Action-packed blockbusters. Every year, there will be at least 10 movies that we will watch together...the Terminator, is simply irresistible, when it comes together with The Dark Knight.

The Machinist, an insomnia patient who goes a lil-bit extreme at the end

I wanna watch!!!!!

Guess what, he was/is actively involved with art films...independent sort of la~ special, and different from summer blockbusters...The one who got him famous was *here*...and this movie, The Machinist, I doubt that its screened here because it looked so, artsy...which is a lil beyond-acceptance over here in Malaysia... He is one extremely passionate artist I would say... until he turned himself into this...

Fyi, this is not a Halloween prank...

he did lost weight into this look for the film!!

Also, his another movie, the American Psycho, not quite sure whether i got it correct...had me drooling over my laptop keyboard. The all-rounded, smart looking, extremely hot guy plays a psycho killer...how can you resist that?? Either one of the elements mentioned above is strong enough for reasoning me to watch a movie...but, ALL THREE??!! Its almost the same concept as wenyi was addicted to Twilight...

Anyone seen this DVD on the rack??

As I mentioned earlier, I have a thing over British guys...Fyi, Christian Bale is a Welsh born actor, and so far, he has been doing great job mimicking various accents!! Remember Disney Picture, Pocahontas back in ...1995?? dont quite remember though...that was Christian Bale's voice!!!

sourced from PasteMagazine.com

"...the film is an adaptation of Bryan Burrough’s book that tells of the mob's rise and fall in the 1930s-40s. Johnny Depp will be playing John Dillinger, while Bale will be Melvin Purvis, who led the FBI's hunt for Dillinger and captured more public enemies than any other agent in FBI history. This part should also allow Bale to use yet another new accent (for those keeping count at home, it'll be number seven)."

Anyway, so feeling wanna watch??

p.s Public Enemies screening nationwide 4th July...

all pictures are sourced from Google Image Search unless stated

plain mundane

what if i told him?

what if i told you?

what if i said something right?

what if i said something wrong?

there are some time in your life that you are just uncertain of everything that has happened, going to happen, or even happening. i have never tried any of these, and none of that...it has been on and off that, my fb status was about getting a life? as in, i enjoy my life to the fullest besides shopping with my BFFs?

sometimes, its rather confusing because all the shitty emotions turns up at your doorstep more and more frequent..i have got a lot, but wanting for more at the same time. life has been easy and not easy at the same time...what will you do when you are stuck in the middle? your right brain is telling you to do something stupid, but your left brain is telling you not to be stupid.

which? how? why? what if?

should probably kill the person who comes out with the phrase 'what if'

if there's no 'what if', i probably have told him

if there's no 'what if', i probably have told you

if there's no 'what if', i probably have said something wrong

if there's no 'what if', i probably have said something right

and i would have got my life.

Just Me

highschool BFF

they attend school with u

they attend tuition classes with u

they attend prom with u

they go shopping with u

they laugh & cry with u

they go to beach with u

they indulge great food with u

however, there's one thing they cant do...

always the guys problem...

here's the story...there were 4 of us...

the skinny one, the boss, the short one and me...

not very BFF, but we spend quite alot time together during highschool...

i cant get along well with the short one...not bcoz of the height...duh~

but her way...detail up stories later.. :P

when it comes to getting a partner...

its like a 'Get a BF race'...

1st price = the short one

runner-up = the skinny one

recently...the boss got attached too!!

now...its just me...

i cant imagine what will happen in our future yamcha sessions...

its not like...i don want them to get attached..but something has changed...

i hate the feeling being turned down...

you know?

when u call someone to ask him/her out, but got rejected just because he/she have to finish-kan the partner's report.It confuses me and this whole bunch of something...i hate confusions.sometimes, i think alot,care too much i guess, start to think all these bad stuffs...i have seen break-ups, which i hate to see it happen on my BFFs.

p.s it frustrates more when you have a psycho younger sister who kept on telling u all those bimbo stuffs and urge ask teach you how to get a guy...makes me feel so useless...

LAST

BUT NOT LEAST

movies

stila-s  :P

popcorns

sushi

bbq

swimming pool

shopping

MNG 

TOPSHOP

HERE i COME!!!

the Stila craze

its in the middle of the exam + pre-DD + reports x3

but...

this is absobloodylutely irresistable!!

'It has been circulated that Stila Malaysia is closing down and everything must go. I personally did not know how true this was but being the bargain hunter I am, headed on to the nearest Stila counter today to find out that... lo and behold, the "everything must go" part is true! '  - Tongue in Chic

so..girls...go SAPU some at the counter for the coming up internship lar 

XOXO

they have Stila counters in Parksons - 1U, KLCC, Pavilion and the Gardens

but the stocks are mostly limited...u get a lipgloss at a rm25 super deal!

smudgepots+eyeshadow+concealer+gloss+lipstick+brushes+palettes+wadever u can get!!!

girls...go do some re-stock in your cosmetics collection

guys..bring your girlfriend there to make her heppy

or even your mom

*cry* 

Last Chance to get David Archuleta Passes

Remember David Archuleta? *here*

lemme tell u...he is in Malaysia NOW

and...he will be performing this coming weekend

11th Apr 09, Saturday

Sunway Amphitheater

David Archuleta

I WANNA GO!!

wanna spend my evening with Archuleta instead of Ar***...

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p.s who got extra entry passes? can i tag along??  *snob snob*

The Past Few Weekends

Actually sucked to the MAX!

I can hardly count 'positive' things

literally...there were none

Starbucks breakfasts .1

 R&D re-consider issue .2

Dont have to go Cheras every Tuesday .3

Missed the Mega Sales .4

 going to miss ANOTHER birthday celebration .5

 did terribly in the past Crit Sessionsssss .6

test result, not satisfactorily done .7

deep mood ..for no reason .8

too many negative issues, can hardly cope with it

yeah...and politics...

what can i do?

Enjoy

This Is What Friends Are For (Part 2)

i got bitten by a dog today

stereotyped crazy dog..who bites fat ppl..

nearby the stoopid place

when i was walking home

and here comes the story

during the yamcha + dinner session

a couple of hours b4 i blog this

F : har? what happen oh?

T : got bitten by a dog lor...or a bitch..i oso dunno..  -_-lll

F : no go see doctor meh?

T : doctor say donwan to listen anything wor..

F : yer...so kns the doctor...

T : wad to do? only a few available mar...

F : then how?

T : wad to do? stitch it myself lor...

F : har...liddat ar...then next time u sick oso no need see doctor liao lor?

T : wad to do? buy my aspirin myself lor...

F : nvm...i go study..then when u sick...come see me...okay?

T : *teary eyes* ...snob snob...*cry*

thats what friends are for

they will not care whether u r fat..stoopid..slow...ignored or any deep shit u r into

they will stitch your bloody wound up when you got bitten by a dog..or even a bitch

...so...

why care about that bloody dog/bitch that bit you when u have a friend around?

that hangs out to leisure yamcha/dinner sessions and willing to stitch the wound for you?

p.s : beware of KARMA, people...

Not So New Hawt

im so sure tht everybody knows Johnny Depp

as in..Captain Jack Sparrow

and Sweeney Todd?

well...one day

i was tidying up my stuffs

and i found this in the DVD pile...

i know i know

its like...grandmother story old movie

there must be a reason that someone bought it

and i kept it for so long

watched it for quite a few times dy

all in the national TV channel

of course...censored lar... *grins*

but

hey..trust me

it wont hurt for u to watch it another time

the movie is like

a combination of everything

romance, love, thriller, science fantasy

some astronauts and aliens...

and you get to watch the motherly version of Charlize Theron

also, the early 30s version of Johnny Depp

guys go nuts and girls go wild huh?

it prooves that...

both of them can go versatile

especially the Johnny Depp goes serious astronaut's part

charming aye?

p.s im watching for the 2nd time

after the re-discovery